Thursday, February 24, 2011

remind yourself that it's okay not to be perfect. :)



hey peoples! :)
exams ended two days ago :)
so far, the best result i got is 78 ==
which is, english of course.
second highest surprisingly, is history lol.
normally my history damn bad you know ==
i got 70 for it lol. so yeah. others did damn bad ==

me, jia-e and han wern are always singing everywhere we go lah x)
music is our companion, whatever the situation :)
we're true music lovers :P
haha! i know i'm bullshiting :P
sometimes, songs affect my mood o.o
like those emo songs, if i sing them, i will feel kinda emo ><
maybe its cause of the lyrics, and i'm feeling how the artist felt when they wrote it :)
got connection with the artist weyh xPPP
HAH siao liao -.-
and i have found my long lost twin brother! hahaha!
his name is soe zhao hoe :P
we have so much in common lah omg :DDD
today only we realized that x)
we need to talk more weyh xDD
he's also my good luck charm :D including miss lim jia-e :D
because today during science, i forgot to bring the activity book @.@
then the teacher came to our row then i was like, omg omg, shit dun come here ._.
then that time zhao hoe was sitting beside me, and jia-e was praying turn around turn around.
then she really turn around and walk away! HAHAH!
thanks guys! :DDDDD whew :D

i'm looking forward to the holidays in march right now :)
i'm going so many places :D
just booked the flight to Krabi last night (:
weeeeee :D
and maybe i'm going genting with my van uncle and all those peeps sitting that van :D
so cool man :DD 
march a& april, i'm waiting for you <3 :)

"You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true. "

-Giza Marie :)

cheers people :)

Thursday, February 17, 2011

128.

hey peoples :)
yep. my blog's really dead -.-
so damn lazy to update anything.
ugh. need to overcome my laziness and procastinating-ness lol

anyway, exam's been going on this week.
fyi, i didn't actually study for anything, just flip the pages haha!
when i got the mood to study, surely someone will come and interrupt. 
so i just gave up on it XDD

i've been feeling kinda left out lately.
not really sure why -.-
i should stop listening to emo music. 
yep, i should. 

neways, life's goooood now :D
other than the fact that exam's are going on.
i never really knew we were so alike in so many ways :)
i regret not getting to know you better earlier.
but i'm really glad i know you so well now :)
i can probably say you're the best friend i've had so far :DDD
see, i so appreciate you lehh xDD

lately, friends have been having all kinds of problems in their life :\
and i don't really know why, but most of them come to me @.@
bearing secrets and all, then they like, spill their problems out lol.
seriously, all the secrets i have are other peoples, not my own.
like any other person, i felt helpless that i couldn't help them in any way :\
didn't really know the right thing to say either.
in the end, all i could do was talk to them and try to cheer them up.
at least i succeeded in making them less moody. :)

i duno if its the fact that i'm turning emo,
or that there's some unknown thing bugging me,
but i've felt a bit insecure and kinda... lonely(?) 
yeahp. weird. never felt that way before -.-
unknown feelings and unknown thoughts. lol.

and you should know, i'm probably getting very very bad grades for this examination hahaah!
we had kh today, i didn't know what it was asking lol. i was like, we learnt this before? hahaha xD
aiks! maths tmrw :S scared lah ><
my friend said our maths teacher damn picky about our maths :O
need to write out the COMPLETE formula for paper 2 wth.
shit weyh ._. what if i suddenly write something wrong or i left something out? :O
die weyh later ._.
aiks ==

pretty excited for April to come though :D
lotsa fun stuff happening that month :DD
and to my buddy! cheer up man! :) 
S M I LE :D 
you have friends with you :D
friends are what get you by in life :) appreciate them when you find true ones <3

picture + quote of the day :)
My life feels like sunshine, and its because of YOU.
All because of You, I smile :)