._____________.

to be honest, i don't really know what's going on anymore.

its like everything is passing in a blur.

nothing seems defined anymore.

i don't know what's going on with your lives,

heck, i don't even really know what's going on in mine ==

line's have been somewhat blurred.

its like everything changed or something.

i don't know what's going on in this world anymore :\

ugh.

freaking tired and moodless today.

to keep myself awake, i was singing all day ==

i had a singing partner too lol. 

made it better i guess.

i really duno what happen to you lah omg :\

seemed super down today.

dun even dare to talk to you.

later i say something wrong then you cry then i really @.@

turning emo right now ==

don't really know how tomorrow's gonna turn out.

even though CNY is just around the corner,

i can't feel the spirit of it at all.

its like everyone's turned lifeless, including yours truly.

emoness + tiredness + moodlessness = not a good person to talk to.

 

sorry if i ignore you when you're talking to me.

sorry if i seem cold to you.

sorry if i did something to offend you.

sorry if i did something that hurt you.

sorry if i did something wrong unknowingly.

sorry for the rant.

i don't even really know what i'm typing.

just letting everything out for a change i guess.

 

 

i may always seem like i'm happy, but i don't necessarily feel happy all the time.

 

people mask their pain for a reason, even if their reasons aren't the same.

 

don't really know if i can sleep later :\

thanks TJL ><"

5 star day ;)

 

TODAY IS A SUPER SPECIAL DAY! :DDD

i got 5 friends birthday on the same day! XDD

first is, Ms. Chan Yee Nuan :D

second, Ms. Lim Yun Fang :D

third, Ms. Yap Jing Yuan :D

fourth, Mr. Teay Siew Linh :D

and last, Mr. Tee Chuan Zhe :D

 CHAN YEE NUAN! :D

LIM YUN FANG :D

 TEAY SIEW LINH! :D

friends forever <3

HAPPY SWEET 15 to ;

Chan Yee Nuan

Lim Yun Fang

Yap Jing Yuan

Tee Chuan Zhe

HAPPY SWEET 16 to ;

TEAY SIEW LINH! :DD

hope you guys enjoy your birthday! :D

will blog about today after those peeps post the pics ;)

LOVEYUHPEOPLE! <3 x :)

Err.

actually i got quite a lot of stuffs to blog about,

but you know laaaah, i'm such a procastinator x)

and i'm so lazy hahaha! 

dun really know what's going on lately.

so many things happening =o=

i'm getting super moody! mood swings wth zz

freaking sucks.

that's actually all i've got to say hahha.

i'm still really blur right now since i woke up from my nap one hour ago @.@

wulala ~

tomorrow 5 people birthday @.@ 

wish them an advanced happy birthday :) 

sorry ahhh, i pokai ady. no presents for you guys x)

aiks. damn many homework to complete but you know me lahh =-=

last minute person. can rush in class last minute aso.

not encouraged for kids. lol x)

okaay, so this is just a mindless post obviously.

just ignore me if you want :D

kthxbai x)

HELL YEAHHHH! \mmmm/

okay so as i said in my previous post, 

me and Shermynn went to buy the tickets today! OMB! :D

haha the line was kinda long coz the ticketing counter hadn't opened yet but if you came later, its actually less people @.@ dun need to line up at all lols.

hahaha me and Shermynn were getting freaking excited talking bout Biebs when we were lining up xD

kept jumping up and down and squealing lol xD

when we finalllyyy  got inside, FUYOHHHH! Justin Bieber's face on everything! :D

 sorry! a bit blur! >< entrance :)

 the screen thingy there is a dancing game which looks damn cool :D

 look of entrance from the inside :)

 the welcome sign :D plus part of Justin's face x)

 blur @.@

 aha! the guard and Justin Bieber xDDD

clear one :D

 ze ticketing counter :)

so, me and Shermynn bought 2 288 ones for ourselves and 2 98 ones for Ka Shing and Chang Juet :)

wulala, holding all those 50 dollar note @.@

byebye money!!!! but we're gonna say aloha to Justin Bieber! ;DDD

we thought we gonna see Yeap Kai there but I guess we missed him x)

yesh, we were jumping up and down again lol xD

and we took pics with the thingys they set up there :DDD

Lim Sher Mynn! :D

 aha i look retarded ==

 Justin Bieber cutout! :D and her ticket! :D

 haha he's so short! XD i'm actually bending down :D

 laaaaaame XDDDD

 blur @.@

Shermynn so prettttyyyy! <3

oh btw, did you guys notice?

me and shermynn wearing the same colours! HAHAH!

we didn't plan it :DDD

haha! so ngam :DDD

she's so freaking pretty lahh! <3 :)

oh and we went delicious for a late breakfast! :D

 blueberry pancake!!! omg this is damn delish! <3

oht honey lemon and biscotti ! :) niceeee <3

i forgot to take a pic of shermynn's chicken and cheese sausage! @.@

but she said its nice, so yeah :D its nice xD

we actually wandered around aimlessly the whole day lol.

we keep going back to the ticketing place to watch the contests and all that.

and the MC actually came up to us at one point and asked us what we doing here since morning lol.

and he fake hit me twice! baaaaad guy! LOL xD

this is the competition where they have to dress up and dance to JB's songs :D

**the guy in black there is the evil MC lol x)

then me and Mynn went to eat Baskin Robbin :D

then we went back in there lol.

and the guy asked us where we went xDD

then Mynn went back :(

i had to wait there alone for my sis and mom to come =="

they ended up wanting to eat Delicious again LOL =="

after that, go backkk! YAY!

i slept lol. for like an hour.

I HAVEN'T DO MY HOMEWORK! DDDDD:

homeworks are torture =="

i'll do them later xD

to those of you who're going to JB's concert, see you there! :D

*sry for all the blur and cacat photos! my phone camera not good -o-

JUSTIN BIEBER! :D

i'm pretty sure most of you heard that JUSTIN BIEBER is coming to town right?!

well, if you haven't, WHERE ON EARTH HAVE YOU BEEN PERSON?!?!!?

okay, i suggest bieber-haters don't read this post mm'kay? :D

its gonna be alllll about JB! <3

mmhmm handsome guy! XDD

WOOHOO!

so neways, i was damn scared to ask my dad if i could go :S

but when i asked, he said, go lah :DDD

he even gave me 200 bucks omg! :D

I HAVE THE BEST DADDY IN THE WORLDDD! <3

hahaha!

me and Sher Mynn are self-proclaimed daddy's girls ;)

LIM SHER MYNN! WE GONNA ROCK OUT WITH JB!!!!!!

OMG HELL YEAH!

unbelievable :D he's coming to M'sia!

me and shermynn gonna go Bangsar Village 2 tmrw to buy the tickets!!!!

i PRAY that the line won't be too long :x

AND I PRAY THAT THE TICKETS ARENT SOLD OUT!

because, i have a friend that went today, and according to her twitter, she said the 498 one sold out already :OOOOOOOOOOOOOO

super unbelievable! the tickets just launched TODAY!

omg ==" AND! my darling sister Eisei said we get a free poster omg! :DDD

i'm so hoping i'll get one! 

i don't have a bieber poster :(

ANDDDD!

I PRAY THAT WE GET TO MEET JUSTIN ON THE DAY OF THE CONCERT! :DDD

i'm gonna bring my my world acoustic for him to sign :DDDD

and shermynn bringing CD too :D duno which one xD

WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

i'm so freaking HIGH right now XD

YEAH-HUUUUH! \mm/

SEE YOU THERE PEOPLE! :DD

ohh yah! siew linhhh! don't be sad lahh!

i shall trrrrry to get you some bieber stuff or maybe even his signature *wink wink* xD

SEE FIRST! NO PROMISES!

JUSTIN BIEBERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

gonna blog bout the bangsar trip maybe :D

tomorrow :D or whenever :D

kthxbai xD

Lolwhut.

err. i just noticed, i'm not the only one who has an almost-dead-blog xDD

hahaa! :D

neways, today was sooo tiring, but also fun :D

class was as usual lahh, damn lotta homework =="

and we finally had recess as one gang! :D

in ict, keep sing and write in the stickynote with jia-e! haha! xD

hope the next person dun scold :P

wrote Pray lyrics on there weeee :D

yesh, i memorized it lol x)

after school, walked with jia-e to canteen then lyy them came lol

carmen, pei jie and lkm walk by themselves then me and jia-e acc lyy to back gate :)

jia-e went toilet halfway lol == then kzw came along xDDDDD

weeee! should do this every day! instead of just sitting in the canteen hahah! xD

saw lotsa people :) waved and said bye to them :DDDD

i still din see Marini lahh ;(

aiks. hopefully will see her tomorrow :DD

i'mma huuuuugggg herr! xD

 Christina Grimmie!!!!!

aha sorry, random moment :P

 she's freaking pretty and talented lah omg!!!!

i love her voice so damn much! :x

and siew linh is obsessed with her hair lol xDD

he like it so damn much x)

 aviators ftw ;D

  see see see!!!! so freaaaaaaaaaak pretty! OMG!

ahaaa! :D

check her out if you want :

http://youtube.com/zeldaxlove64 :DD

check out Alex Goot, Sam Tsui, Megan Nicole && Jason Chen while you're at it :D

2011.

hey guys! sorry for the super late update yeah!

been super busy and tired since school started :\

had a really great day/night/midnight on the 31st :)

it was definitely the best start to the new years i've ever had :)

i love my friends a LOT <3

3rd, school started.

i was super sleepy and well yeah, classes were boring =.=

took textbooks home on the 4th.

15 of them, all super thick and thus, super heavy ==

5th, celebrated Carmen's one day earlier.

went to Umami with Yee Nuan, Pei Jie, Yu Yeong and Carmen. :)

thanks for the ride Yee Nuan's sis :)

and hope Carmen enjoyed her early bday celebration :)

6th, Carmen's bday :)
almost forgot to wish her wth -.-
neways, happy 15th Carmen! <3
went straight to tuiton that day, omg so damn sleepy
almost fell asleep ==
lucky ah mark gave us a break and we all went to buy some junk food/sweets to keep us awake :)
so all's good :)

today, haiz.

i really duno what to say. 

today wasn't bad lah actually.

but right now, i feel like crying :\

the problem is, that what makes me feel like crying doesn't even concern me.

i didn't know i was so easily affected :\

aiks.

maybe its just coz i'm close to this person, and this person is so sad right now :(

i really wish i can help you, but i really can't :(

when you called me, man, i felt helpless.

you were crying and i couldn't do or say anything to make you feel better :(

i really hope you get over this problem soon, just know that i'll always be there for you :)

* blog shall be less updated because of laziness and a hectic school life.