whoops! :P

aduii!

sorry people!

i know i promised you guys a Krabi post! 

but i'm so damn lazy lah! ;(

you'll just have to settle for a post on my boring school life :P

 

so, this week. 

i went pameran sains with felix, carmen and chia yee :D

actually i wasn't in it xD shell ching said she was tired and bored so she ask me to replace her :D

i actually hugged her and told her i love you hahahaha!

actually, we didn't even do anything there :P

just simply made the soap and water purifying thingy then we just sit there and play and chit chat :D

such a nice way to ponteng huh? ;)

we never masuk class you know :D whole day in the lab! woohoo!

today was the funnest actually :)

carmen taught us to dance :P

and we sang and chit chatted and played like crazy in the lab x)

kevin dance until so funny! hahah! :P cute loh he x)

hmm. although this week sounds like a lot of fun, there are also some other things going on behind it.

only a handful of people know this lah.

but really sad. haiz. 

chia yee, carmen, yu yeong. <3 

jia you :) 

love you guys <3

lately, me and chia yee have been talking a lot about the same topic.

and we also wonder a lot about why the best guys are always the ones who get hurt the worst :\

aiks. so freaking good and loyal but then some girls so cruel to hurt them then *praaakkk* goes their hearts ><

damn. so painful :\

imagine it also pain. be a sideviewer aso pain.

have no idea how it gonna feel if it happens to us ><

damn. what has the world become? :\

aduiiii.

why happy post become emo post pulak -.-

dun wan write ady.

hopefully everything changes for the better :)

bye peoples :)

HOLLA AT YAH! :D

HEY PEOPLES! :D

yep. i'm back from KRABI, THAILAND! ;DD

just got back from the airport as a matter of fact :D

will update on the trip to Krabi at a later date :)

since the pics aren't uploaded to the comp yet :)

wait for it peoples :D

Make Me Wanna Die

if you're wondering about the title, its actually a song :)

choir practice is terrible -.-

everyone isn't listening to the conductor(s)

yes, we changed conductors, AGAIN.

first it was Luei Zhi, then it was Yu Wen, then it was Min Le, now its Sze Yin =.="

thank god it isn't me!

seriously, i almost kena that position =.="

neways, the competition is tomorrow and we are definitely not ready.

oh well, nobody expected to win anyway.

hopefully, we don't screw up too much :)

good luck Sze Yin! :DD

3K, please TRY to cooperate!

you'll make everyone's lives easier.

i don't feel like going to school tomorrow --

Too Little Too Late.

yep. i'm behind on this post lol.

i got lazy XD

its March now :D FINALLY! :D

uhuhhh. few more weeks till KRABBI ;D

so tired and sleepy lately ;(

keep feeling like falling asleep in class and in tuition lol.

i actually slept through two sejarah periods the other day ;DDD

WOOHOO! 

tomorrow there's this upacara thingy so we only need to bring the books for the periods after recess :D

oh yeah.

we have this bm choir competition thing again -.-

i seriously miss 2T.

everyone was so cooperative last year, and i miss Jasmyn as the conducter ;(

oh well. its just this one competition and it only happens once a year :)

i'm not singing in this one! MUAHAHAHA :P

why? coz i'm the guitarist xD

lalalala ~ :P

hopefully the practises and the competition goes smoothly :)

outing this saturday :D

finally man! AN OUTING! 

ohmygosh. feels like so damn long since i had an outing with friends! :O

actually, i got invited to two outings lol. 

one to mid valley and another to 1u xD

i'm going mid valley (: coz i promised them a long time ago xD

wooooooo!

we're watching Beastly and I Am Number Four!!!!

omg ALEX PETTYFER!!!!!!!!!!

FINALLYYYYY! 

YAAAAAAY! 

don't you think he's handsome? :PP

aha!

Wei Zhen has this habit of calling me Ian fan lol.

at least its better than Bieber fan xD

thanks to Jia-E and Zhao Hoe for your caring today yeah :D

lucky to have you guys :)

sometimes, even a person who looks tough will cry. the truth is, no one has a heart of rock, everyone has feelings. the people who act tough, they just put on a facade to mask their pain and sadness. some people might look happy and have a smile plastered on their faces all the time, but what you might not know is how rehearsed and forced those smiles can be. people mask their emotions for a reason, and most of the time, the reason is because they don't want to get hurt.

remind yourself that it's okay not to be perfect. :)

hey peoples! :)

exams ended two days ago :)

so far, the best result i got is 78 ==

which is, english of course.

second highest surprisingly, is history lol.

normally my history damn bad you know ==

i got 70 for it lol. so yeah. others did damn bad ==

me, jia-e and han wern are always singing everywhere we go lah x)

music is our companion, whatever the situation :)

we're true music lovers :P

haha! i know i'm bullshiting :P

sometimes, songs affect my mood o.o

like those emo songs, if i sing them, i will feel kinda emo ><

maybe its cause of the lyrics, and i'm feeling how the artist felt when they wrote it :)

got connection with the artist weyh xPPP

HAH siao liao -.-

and i have found my long lost twin brother! hahaha!

his name is soe zhao hoe :P

we have so much in common lah omg :DDD

today only we realized that x)

we need to talk more weyh xDD

he's also my good luck charm :D including miss lim jia-e :D

because today during science, i forgot to bring the activity book @.@

then the teacher came to our row then i was like, omg omg, shit dun come here ._.

then that time zhao hoe was sitting beside me, and jia-e was praying turn around turn around.

then she really turn around and walk away! HAHAH!

thanks guys! :DDDDD whew :D

i'm looking forward to the holidays in march right now :)

i'm going so many places :D

just booked the flight to Krabi last night (:

weeeeee :D

and maybe i'm going genting with my van uncle and all those peeps sitting that van :D

so cool man :DD 

march a& april, i'm waiting for you <3 :)

"You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true. "

-Giza Marie :)

cheers people :)

128.

hey peoples :)

yep. my blog's really dead -.-

so damn lazy to update anything.

ugh. need to overcome my laziness and procastinating-ness lol

anyway, exam's been going on this week.

fyi, i didn't actually study for anything, just flip the pages haha!

when i got the mood to study, surely someone will come and interrupt. 

so i just gave up on it XDD

i've been feeling kinda left out lately.

not really sure why -.-

i should stop listening to emo music. 

yep, i should. 

neways, life's goooood now :D

other than the fact that exam's are going on.

i never really knew we were so alike in so many ways :)

i regret not getting to know you better earlier.

but i'm really glad i know you so well now :)

i can probably say you're the best friend i've had so far :DDD

see, i so appreciate you lehh xDD

lately, friends have been having all kinds of problems in their life :\

and i don't really know why, but most of them come to me @.@

bearing secrets and all, then they like, spill their problems out lol.

seriously, all the secrets i have are other peoples, not my own.

like any other person, i felt helpless that i couldn't help them in any way :\

didn't really know the right thing to say either.

in the end, all i could do was talk to them and try to cheer them up.

at least i succeeded in making them less moody. :)

i duno if its the fact that i'm turning emo,

or that there's some unknown thing bugging me,

but i've felt a bit insecure and kinda... lonely(?) 

yeahp. weird. never felt that way before -.-

unknown feelings and unknown thoughts. lol.

and you should know, i'm probably getting very very bad grades for this examination hahaah!

we had kh today, i didn't know what it was asking lol. i was like, we learnt this before? hahaha xD

aiks! maths tmrw :S scared lah ><

my friend said our maths teacher damn picky about our maths :O

need to write out the COMPLETE formula for paper 2 wth.

shit weyh ._. what if i suddenly write something wrong or i left something out? :O

die weyh later ._.

aiks ==

pretty excited for April to come though :D

lotsa fun stuff happening that month :DD

and to my buddy! cheer up man! :) 

S M I LE :D 

you have friends with you :D

friends are what get you by in life :) appreciate them when you find true ones <3

picture + quote of the day :)

My life feels like sunshine, and its because of YOU.

All because of You, I smile :)

._____________.

to be honest, i don't really know what's going on anymore.

its like everything is passing in a blur.

nothing seems defined anymore.

i don't know what's going on with your lives,

heck, i don't even really know what's going on in mine ==

line's have been somewhat blurred.

its like everything changed or something.

i don't know what's going on in this world anymore :\

ugh.

freaking tired and moodless today.

to keep myself awake, i was singing all day ==

i had a singing partner too lol. 

made it better i guess.

i really duno what happen to you lah omg :\

seemed super down today.

dun even dare to talk to you.

later i say something wrong then you cry then i really @.@

turning emo right now ==

don't really know how tomorrow's gonna turn out.

even though CNY is just around the corner,

i can't feel the spirit of it at all.

its like everyone's turned lifeless, including yours truly.

emoness + tiredness + moodlessness = not a good person to talk to.

 

sorry if i ignore you when you're talking to me.

sorry if i seem cold to you.

sorry if i did something to offend you.

sorry if i did something that hurt you.

sorry if i did something wrong unknowingly.

sorry for the rant.

i don't even really know what i'm typing.

just letting everything out for a change i guess.

 

 

i may always seem like i'm happy, but i don't necessarily feel happy all the time.

 

people mask their pain for a reason, even if their reasons aren't the same.

 

don't really know if i can sleep later :\

thanks TJL ><"

5 star day ;)

 

TODAY IS A SUPER SPECIAL DAY! :DDD

i got 5 friends birthday on the same day! XDD

first is, Ms. Chan Yee Nuan :D

second, Ms. Lim Yun Fang :D

third, Ms. Yap Jing Yuan :D

fourth, Mr. Teay Siew Linh :D

and last, Mr. Tee Chuan Zhe :D

 CHAN YEE NUAN! :D

LIM YUN FANG :D

 TEAY SIEW LINH! :D

friends forever <3

HAPPY SWEET 15 to ;

Chan Yee Nuan

Lim Yun Fang

Yap Jing Yuan

Tee Chuan Zhe

HAPPY SWEET 16 to ;

TEAY SIEW LINH! :DD

hope you guys enjoy your birthday! :D

will blog about today after those peeps post the pics ;)

LOVEYUHPEOPLE! <3 x :)

Err.

actually i got quite a lot of stuffs to blog about,

but you know laaaah, i'm such a procastinator x)

and i'm so lazy hahaha! 

dun really know what's going on lately.

so many things happening =o=

i'm getting super moody! mood swings wth zz

freaking sucks.

that's actually all i've got to say hahha.

i'm still really blur right now since i woke up from my nap one hour ago @.@

wulala ~

tomorrow 5 people birthday @.@ 

wish them an advanced happy birthday :) 

sorry ahhh, i pokai ady. no presents for you guys x)

aiks. damn many homework to complete but you know me lahh =-=

last minute person. can rush in class last minute aso.

not encouraged for kids. lol x)

okaay, so this is just a mindless post obviously.

just ignore me if you want :D

kthxbai x)

HELL YEAHHHH! \mmmm/

okay so as i said in my previous post, 

me and Shermynn went to buy the tickets today! OMB! :D

haha the line was kinda long coz the ticketing counter hadn't opened yet but if you came later, its actually less people @.@ dun need to line up at all lols.

hahaha me and Shermynn were getting freaking excited talking bout Biebs when we were lining up xD

kept jumping up and down and squealing lol xD

when we finalllyyy  got inside, FUYOHHHH! Justin Bieber's face on everything! :D

 sorry! a bit blur! >< entrance :)

 the screen thingy there is a dancing game which looks damn cool :D

 look of entrance from the inside :)

 the welcome sign :D plus part of Justin's face x)

 blur @.@

 aha! the guard and Justin Bieber xDDD

clear one :D

 ze ticketing counter :)

so, me and Shermynn bought 2 288 ones for ourselves and 2 98 ones for Ka Shing and Chang Juet :)

wulala, holding all those 50 dollar note @.@

byebye money!!!! but we're gonna say aloha to Justin Bieber! ;DDD

we thought we gonna see Yeap Kai there but I guess we missed him x)

yesh, we were jumping up and down again lol xD

and we took pics with the thingys they set up there :DDD

Lim Sher Mynn! :D

 aha i look retarded ==

 Justin Bieber cutout! :D and her ticket! :D

 haha he's so short! XD i'm actually bending down :D

 laaaaaame XDDDD

 blur @.@

Shermynn so prettttyyyy! <3

oh btw, did you guys notice?

me and shermynn wearing the same colours! HAHAH!

we didn't plan it :DDD

haha! so ngam :DDD

she's so freaking pretty lahh! <3 :)

oh and we went delicious for a late breakfast! :D

 blueberry pancake!!! omg this is damn delish! <3

oht honey lemon and biscotti ! :) niceeee <3

i forgot to take a pic of shermynn's chicken and cheese sausage! @.@

but she said its nice, so yeah :D its nice xD

we actually wandered around aimlessly the whole day lol.

we keep going back to the ticketing place to watch the contests and all that.

and the MC actually came up to us at one point and asked us what we doing here since morning lol.

and he fake hit me twice! baaaaad guy! LOL xD

this is the competition where they have to dress up and dance to JB's songs :D

**the guy in black there is the evil MC lol x)

then me and Mynn went to eat Baskin Robbin :D

then we went back in there lol.

and the guy asked us where we went xDD

then Mynn went back :(

i had to wait there alone for my sis and mom to come =="

they ended up wanting to eat Delicious again LOL =="

after that, go backkk! YAY!

i slept lol. for like an hour.

I HAVEN'T DO MY HOMEWORK! DDDDD:

homeworks are torture =="

i'll do them later xD

to those of you who're going to JB's concert, see you there! :D

*sry for all the blur and cacat photos! my phone camera not good -o-

JUSTIN BIEBER! :D

i'm pretty sure most of you heard that JUSTIN BIEBER is coming to town right?!

well, if you haven't, WHERE ON EARTH HAVE YOU BEEN PERSON?!?!!?

okay, i suggest bieber-haters don't read this post mm'kay? :D

its gonna be alllll about JB! <3

mmhmm handsome guy! XDD

WOOHOO!

so neways, i was damn scared to ask my dad if i could go :S

but when i asked, he said, go lah :DDD

he even gave me 200 bucks omg! :D

I HAVE THE BEST DADDY IN THE WORLDDD! <3

hahaha!

me and Sher Mynn are self-proclaimed daddy's girls ;)

LIM SHER MYNN! WE GONNA ROCK OUT WITH JB!!!!!!

OMG HELL YEAH!

unbelievable :D he's coming to M'sia!

me and shermynn gonna go Bangsar Village 2 tmrw to buy the tickets!!!!

i PRAY that the line won't be too long :x

AND I PRAY THAT THE TICKETS ARENT SOLD OUT!

because, i have a friend that went today, and according to her twitter, she said the 498 one sold out already :OOOOOOOOOOOOOO

super unbelievable! the tickets just launched TODAY!

omg ==" AND! my darling sister Eisei said we get a free poster omg! :DDD

i'm so hoping i'll get one! 

i don't have a bieber poster :(

ANDDDD!

I PRAY THAT WE GET TO MEET JUSTIN ON THE DAY OF THE CONCERT! :DDD

i'm gonna bring my my world acoustic for him to sign :DDDD

and shermynn bringing CD too :D duno which one xD

WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

i'm so freaking HIGH right now XD

YEAH-HUUUUH! \mm/

SEE YOU THERE PEOPLE! :DD

ohh yah! siew linhhh! don't be sad lahh!

i shall trrrrry to get you some bieber stuff or maybe even his signature *wink wink* xD

SEE FIRST! NO PROMISES!

JUSTIN BIEBERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

gonna blog bout the bangsar trip maybe :D

tomorrow :D or whenever :D

kthxbai xD

Lolwhut.

err. i just noticed, i'm not the only one who has an almost-dead-blog xDD

hahaa! :D

neways, today was sooo tiring, but also fun :D

class was as usual lahh, damn lotta homework =="

and we finally had recess as one gang! :D

in ict, keep sing and write in the stickynote with jia-e! haha! xD

hope the next person dun scold :P

wrote Pray lyrics on there weeee :D

yesh, i memorized it lol x)

after school, walked with jia-e to canteen then lyy them came lol

carmen, pei jie and lkm walk by themselves then me and jia-e acc lyy to back gate :)

jia-e went toilet halfway lol == then kzw came along xDDDDD

weeee! should do this every day! instead of just sitting in the canteen hahah! xD

saw lotsa people :) waved and said bye to them :DDDD

i still din see Marini lahh ;(

aiks. hopefully will see her tomorrow :DD

i'mma huuuuugggg herr! xD

 Christina Grimmie!!!!!

aha sorry, random moment :P

 she's freaking pretty and talented lah omg!!!!

i love her voice so damn much! :x

and siew linh is obsessed with her hair lol xDD

he like it so damn much x)

 aviators ftw ;D

  see see see!!!! so freaaaaaaaaaak pretty! OMG!

ahaaa! :D

check her out if you want :

http://youtube.com/zeldaxlove64 :DD

check out Alex Goot, Sam Tsui, Megan Nicole && Jason Chen while you're at it :D

2011.

hey guys! sorry for the super late update yeah!

been super busy and tired since school started :\

had a really great day/night/midnight on the 31st :)

it was definitely the best start to the new years i've ever had :)

i love my friends a LOT <3

3rd, school started.

i was super sleepy and well yeah, classes were boring =.=

took textbooks home on the 4th.

15 of them, all super thick and thus, super heavy ==

5th, celebrated Carmen's one day earlier.

went to Umami with Yee Nuan, Pei Jie, Yu Yeong and Carmen. :)

thanks for the ride Yee Nuan's sis :)

and hope Carmen enjoyed her early bday celebration :)

6th, Carmen's bday :)
almost forgot to wish her wth -.-
neways, happy 15th Carmen! <3
went straight to tuiton that day, omg so damn sleepy
almost fell asleep ==
lucky ah mark gave us a break and we all went to buy some junk food/sweets to keep us awake :)
so all's good :)

today, haiz.

i really duno what to say. 

today wasn't bad lah actually.

but right now, i feel like crying :\

the problem is, that what makes me feel like crying doesn't even concern me.

i didn't know i was so easily affected :\

aiks.

maybe its just coz i'm close to this person, and this person is so sad right now :(

i really wish i can help you, but i really can't :(

when you called me, man, i felt helpless.

you were crying and i couldn't do or say anything to make you feel better :(

i really hope you get over this problem soon, just know that i'll always be there for you :)

* blog shall be less updated because of laziness and a hectic school life.