for YOU.

I know your life is hard,

I know people treat you like crap.

But think about it, you still have friends that care about you.

and maybe even a sister that cares about you more than you think.

Life is always hard.

Some lives are harder than the rest.

The best thing to do is try to keep thinking positive, no matter how bad it is.

Or you could confide in someone, tell them your problems, worries, or even let out your anger.

Practically anything that will make you feel better.

Yes, I know you don't trust many people, 

and that you don't let many people in.

believe it or not, people WANT to help you, you just don't believe that they do.

People care about you, its just that some show it and some don't.

You have to have faith in the people around you,

all we want you to know is that you are not alone

We're all here for you :)

We all hope your life gets better,

we don't want you to suffer.

Maybe as the time passes,

it will get better.

But in the mean time,

just live your life,

make the best out of things.

<3

Guitar! :D

today went to school at around 8 for p.s iloveyou meeting.

lol so boring >< me, yan fei, jia-e, carey and ju lian were there (:

yong sheng told jia that he coming at 9 but i think he couldn't wake up -.-

then wei yee came at 10 (: we sang all those songs i printed xD

but then we decided on We'll De A Dream by We The Kings ft. Demi Lovato :D

love that song lahh :)

then after that, we went astaka. i waited for mun kuan and siew linh to come.

GUITAR BRINGERS! :D

i finally got to play the guitar today!

i'm so damn happy man!

although my fingers hurt and were numb lol xD

until pjk might i add -.-

but it was totally worth it :D

i love the song wan juin taught me lah!!! <3

thank you wan juin for teaching me!!!

love you like heaven :D

i wanna buy my own guitar :(

i asked my dad if i could learn a few months back and he din let D:

was damn sad that time :(

i'm gonna try to ask him if i can buy a guitar when he comes back from his company dinner later.

hopefully i can buy one soon :D

guitar addiction <3

GAMBATEH!

well, as you people know, there's only less than a month left before our finals ._.

and i haven't touched any books yet except for sejarah but i only read the first chapter -.-

so yeah, i'm so dead. .______.

the cons of being lazy lol.

so this post is to say,

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KOO YING CHING!

you need to get your butt of the computer and get yourself to STUDY! ><

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and also, 

GAMBATEH to all you other people's who's expecting to die LOL jk xD

gambateh and study hard! :D

don't overstress yourselves (:

those who're facing SPM and PMR soon,

GAMBATEH to you guys too :)

wish you all the best :)

First Day Back ;D

as you people know, today's the first day back to school after the two week long holiday!

whoa, i seriously felt uncomfortable in my uniform lol xD

i almost lewat man ._.

uncle 12.50 oni come fetch me :O but then we flyyyyy to school and i masuk dewan at 12.55 XD

5 mins oni man :D pro uncle driving xD

we got a new headmaster!

his name is Mr. Leong Kam Loi
(idk the spelling, but the pronounciation is like that)

he's more.. uhm.. upbeat than all those previous headmasters i guess.

in class we keep talking crap haha! :D

class went on as usual lahh.

and best thing is, we got lotsa junk food! :D

coz we got 3rd in choir competition and we got consolation in class decorating :D

woohoo! 2T rawks! :D

then during seni, yu yeong keep talking about Piranha -.-

wtf man! get those perverted stuff out of your head! LOL! xD

then jun yik came and join the conversation, then keep talking about those scary and gross movies.

lucky i'm not that scared of gross stuffs, if not i gonna get sick xD

then talked with zhao hoe aso :)

duno why getting closer to him this year @.@ last year keep quarelling lol xD

neways, it was a FUN back-to-school day :D

and and and, after school, i saw yan fei and ju lian :D

then yan fei came up to me then handed me something.

i was damn blur that time xD then i looked down and saw AUSTRALIA.

then i was like owhhh in my head, it was a souvenier hahah! xD

THANK YOU YAN FEI! :D

btw, ju lian got a boomerang! :O so cool! xD

weeeeee~ :D
love you people! <3

Genting! :D

DAY 1

went to Genting with parents ytd! :D

went there around 1 ady @.@

actually we not staying at genting, we stay at awana haha!

but drive to genting very fast oni :)

evening they go swim and do jacuzzi and blah blah blah.

i watching tv and playing ipod in the room xD

then 6 like that go up genting lurrr ;D

so nice and cold lah wei!

wish we had that kind of weather here in kl ;(

makan-makan, walk walk, then go starbucks.

ish, the starbucks wifi so damn slow -.-

make me pekchek nia. 

keep ask daddy fast fast back awana take his laptop go lobby there steal wifi xD

steal liao, oni know dad laptop no msn!!!

so SAD ><

but, daddy ask me go check singapore USS price!!

check liao, wanna confirm date first oni can book.

hope can go lerh!

USS! :D

excited! xD

after that back room ady :) coz its almost 12 and parents are tired x)

DAY 2.

i slept till 11.30! hahah! XD

coz at night i very late oni sleep, watching tv xD

wake up and see parents not there liao, means go swimming lurr.

so me go bath lo, bath finish they come back liao.

pack stuff then go check out.

actuali wan sit cable car up genting d, but then have to wait damn long, so dun wan le ><

i sold the cable car ticket!!! HAHAHHA!

then daddy gimme the money coz i found customer for him xD

rm45 ler xD haha! better than nothing :D

then daddy drive up genting.

WHOA! damn many mist! NICE! <3

hehe (: go makan lunch then we go walk walk.

i saw damn nice sunglasses! but so expensive :(

its rm40 D: better go curve and see ._.

then then, makan BR hahah xD

got the sundae promotion thingy, after that go car park le.

shit lo ._. that time rain big big D: wet liao ><

lucky i got jacket haha ><

summore have to hide mummy LV inside =.="

after that daddy went gohtong jaya find his friend at the strawberry park.

omg their strawberry ice cream cake and strawberry milkshake and strawberry coffee is so nice! :O

haha! you people should go there and try it sometime :D

after they talk talk talk, finally back kl.

go take some things for my aunt first, after that go home le :)

omg its almost 6 when we reach home ><

everyone bath finish then we went to UMAMI! :D

i sms-ed ms. ChanYeeNuan that i'm there xD

and then she said she's going there! 

haha! i saw her lahh! :D <3

ms. LeePeiJie dun jealous i keep see dao ms. CYN ^^

then then, me and daddy went pasar malam.
saw damn many kb-ian and maluri-ian.
walking back that time, i saw mr. ChoongKaShing.
i think he was with his daddy.
i dun think he saw me though xD

sad thing, tomorrow got school ady :(

stupid ><

i dun wan go school!!!

i wan more holiday D:

sigh ><

school = life + joy killer.

Aiks!

aiks!

holiday's are almost over :(

aw so sad lah :(

din get to go out much this holidays. sigh.

the first week can't be helped lahh.

and second week i had fun but seriously, the days that don't have plans are just damn boring -.-

luckily most of the time i sleep till noon hahha! xD

lol i duno what those two guys problem is -.-

say ady dun wan go keep ask people go.

so sweat xD [follow miss lee pei jie :D]

tomorrow going genting with parents and maybe daddy's friend :)

i'm just gonna go there and stay in the room the whole time or maybe go walk walk hahaha ><

dun wanna go theme park ._.

unless my daddy's friend's kids wanna go, then i have to go -.-

so sad, no friend pei me go TT

aw well.

looking forward for their PMR to finish :)

then we'll have a trip to Sunway! :D

can't wait lahh! 

but our finals aso coming up ady.

aiks ._.

KooYingChing! you have to STUDY! ><

sigh.

Introducing Me

okay, i'm seirously addicted to camp rock 2 songs lately!

e.g : introducing me, this is our song, wouldn't change a thing.

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I'm good at wasting time,
I think lyrics need to rhyme,
And you're not asking,
But im tryin' grow a mustache.

I eat cheese,
But only on pizza, please,
And sometimes on a homemade quesadilla
Otherwise it smells like feet to me.

And I, I really like it
When the moon looks like a toenail
And I love it when you say my name.


If you wanna know, here it goes, gonna tell you this.

A part of me that shows,
If we're close gonna let you see,
Everything
But remember that you asked for it.

I'm tryna do my best to impress
But its easier to let you
Take a guess at the rest
But you wanna hear what lives in my brain,
My heart,
Well you asked for it.

For your perusing,
At times confusing,
Slightly amusing,
Introducing Me.

do-do do-do-do-do-do

do-do do-do-do-do-do

la-da-da-da la-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da

I never trust a dog to watch my food
And I like to use the word "dude" as a noun or an adverb or an adjective
And I, I've never really been into cars
I like really cool guitars and superheros
And checks with lots of zeros on them
I love the sound of violins and making someone smi-i-ile

If you wanna know, here it goes, gonna tell you this.
A part of me that shows,
If we're close gonna let you see,
Everything
But remember that you asked for it.

I'm tryin' to do my best to impress
But it's easier to let you
Take a guess at the rest
But you wanna hear the things in my brain,
My heart,
Well you asked for it.

For your perusing,
At times confusing,
Possibly amusing,
Introducing Me.

Well, you probably know more than you ever wanted to
So be careful when you ask next ti-i-i-ime.

So, if you wanna know, here it goes, gonna tell you this.
A part of me that shows,
If we're close gonna let you see,
Everything
But remember that you asked for it.

I'm tryin' do my best to impress
But its easier to let you
Take a guess at the rest
But you wanna hear what lives in my brain,
My heart,
Well you asked for it.

For your perusing,
At times confusing,
Hopefully amusing,
Introducing Me.

do-do do-do-do-do-do

do-do do-do-do-do-do

Introducing me.

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aw seriously in love with this song :D

i loved it when nate sang it to that whats-her-name-again, lol xD

seriously, its damn nice :D

but damn hard to sing ><

neways, enjoy! :D

i'm so sorry din update my bloggy for so long ><

i know you guys are waiting for a new post!

HAHAHA!

jk lah. so perasan right? xD

lols ._.

truth is, dun really know what to blog about.

seems like there's nothing to blog about :O

btw, i'm lazy to come up with the rest of the story xD 

hahaha! 

laziness overload x)

again,

SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING!!!

shall update soon!

*i think :S

Part 2.

I decided to set off on foot, since I didn't really have any transportation options. I sure wasn't going to ask for help from the people in this town. I'm sure I'll just be ignored or pushed aside anyway. I wasn't worried about anything, I could fend for myself. The only thing I was worried about was that Alan would find out soon. I needed the time to find the stranger in the black coat, it wasn't like I could track him down in a day or two. I didn't see his face at all, only his eyes. His eyes seemed as if they could change in color, sometimes they were green flecked with gold, and sometimes they were a deep ocean blue flecked with green. Plus, I didn't even know where he went, he disappeared when I turned around. How was I going to find him?

I felt a rush of exhiliration, I've never been so dead set to find anything or anyone who wasn't included in a mission before. I wondered, why did this stranger have this effect on me? Is it because he saved my life? Or was it something else? I just knew that I needed to find him fast, and I couldn't do that with all these questions floating around in my mind. So, I just followed my gut. I stood in the vast open space, almost like a desert, and I spread my arms out and breathed deeply. I felt a tug to go south, so south it was. I didn't have much on me, I only had enough money for food. Shelter wasn't a problem as I was trained to be able to withstand the cold and heat, so that meant I could sleep in any condition and at any place. It was water that worried me, I could die of thirst out here. But I pushed the worries into the back of my mind and put on a strong face and carried on with my journey.

It surprised me when after only what felt like a two hour journey, I reached a city. The city was more modern and civilized than the town I left behind. There were certainly no killings and destruction. But I had a strange feeling that this city wasn't what it seemed. I concentrated in finding the stranger. I had this uncanny ability to sense a person's presence, that's why I'm the best in the business. I felt that he was near, I just needed to know where. As I walked, the feeling got stronger and stronger. It lead me into a quaint cafe where there were workers on their lunch break and teenagers coming in to have a chat with friends after a long  school day. That was when I saw him. He was in a dark corner on his own, sipping on a mug of hot coffee. I was pondering whether I should go up to him and confront him. Surely, he would recognize me. My curiosity got the better of me and I went up to him. I waited for him to look up at me, but he seemed to be satisfied with staring at the black liquid in the mug. I sighed and sat down on a chair opposite of him but he still didn't look up. I reached over and waved my hand in front of his face, that seemed to have caught his attention, as he looked up at once.

His face looked serene but I could see the surprise and recognition in his eyes. I was thinking about how I was going to ask him when he said, "What are you doing here?" Well, that was rude, considering I took the trouble to come all the way here to find him. I calmed myself and told him, "I was wondering why you saved my back there in that ghastly town. Also, I wanted to say thank you." I looked him in the eye as I said this. But he seemed to have no reaction whatsoever. His response was, "You looked like you needed the help, no thanks necessary. If that's all you came to say, I'm afraid you've wasted your time." Now, he was pissing me off, I just traveled two hours on foot for this guy, and all he could say was that I needed the help? What was his problem?! When I was about to open my mouth, I noticed that he took off his coat and that I could see his face clearly as he just took off his hat. I stared at his face with my mouth open, he was kind of beautiful, really. He had high cheekbones, a perfect nose, those bright eyes and a well shaped mouth. I noticed he had several scars though. One on his neck, a small one on his cheek and I'm pretty sure he had others hidden under his clothes as well.

I was a bit stricken at the time. He looked at me curiously, probably wondering why I was still here. Inside, I was honestly afraid of this person. Was he involved with bad people? Were there people after him? Questions again, always with the questions. Sometimes, I would have liked not to be this curious. My mind goes into overdrive when I find something I'm curious about. It annoys me sometimes. I was about to ask him his name and what was his purpose in this town, but I got cut off by a gun shot. I whipped up my head just in time to see a cloaked figure ducking behind the counter. It seemed as though he was aiming at us. Was the figure my enemy, or his? I don't know why, but I hoped it was mine.

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arghhh! suckish chapter ._. 

I feel like its all over the place @@

my story sucks lol xD