random loves ! :D

weee~ i love this pic :D

haha she said this pic looks yeng :D

lalalala~ :D

she's so cute huh! xD

ngekkk :P

lol. i got bored during tuiton :X i like the hamtaro!! :D

lols. i know i'm kinda vain -.-

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

well, obviously this is a mindless post xD

but what to do?

too bored ady x)

kay that's it :D

enjoy the pics hahahaha!

buh-bye :D

hello :)

just wanted to say,

HELLO PEOPLE! :D

I am now using my sister's laptop to go online xD

hahaha :D she went to work ;P

and she gave me her password days ago :D

hahaha! such a nice sista xD (but sometimes oni nice -.-)

neways, school life = Tiring ;(

but sometimes still fun lahh.

like a couple of days ago, kept playing "1, 2, jus" and "hei bai cai" lol xD

hahaha! semua orang kisiao xD

orang kisiao = me, ChanYeeNuan, LeePeiJie, LimJunYik and LeeYuYeong lol xD

omg loh, hit people hand hit till their hand red red and my hand aso red red lols -.-

nothing much that's new with life actually,

just that someone damn emo nowadays lol. 

i'm sure you know who you are -.-

but i think now the person not emo ady? :D

neways, SMiLE! :D

blah blah blahhhh.

still damn tired :(

can't open eye especially when there's tuiton in the morning @@

so so soooo tiring :(

but at least i'm not depressed hahahaha :D

lalala~

duno what to talk about ady -.-

BYE! xD

I need a little more luck than a little bit

Coz every time I get stuck the words won't fit

And every time that I try I get tongue tied

I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit

Like the perfect one word that no one's heard yet

Coz every time I try I get tongue tied

I need a little good luck to get me by this time

No laptop T.T

Yes yes, it's true. I don't have a laptop to use anymore :(
it's stupid charger spoiled!! Ish!!
The computer aso can't use -.- coz no network connection.
Cham horh? ;(

neways, I duno why these few days I feel really tired .___.
Once come back from school straigt sleep ><
in th morning still damn tired and sleepy. Haiz.
Duno what happen lah .__.

Have to say congrats to someone ady! XD
kao dou lui worrr xD
geng lo xD
hahahahhaa summore know how to say thank you to me :p
weeee! Grats luu pretty :D
she's so cute too :D
although u din complete ur mission today hhahaha
Thursday ba :)

lately, I've noticed that a lot of people around me are either couples, crushing on someone or being crushed on lol
people these days, fall in and out of love too easily xDD
but if they're happy then can ady lahh :)

Happiness is what's important in life. :)

bogged using itouch btw -.-

Believe.

I'm looking at the future 

I see it in your face 

I don't where you came from, you came from 

But girl, you can tell me on your way 

I ain't no Casanova 

And I'm not spitting you no game 

Your heart's been broken over and over 

But I'll make you trust in love again 

You know way too many of these same old guys 

They tell way too many of these same old lies 

Girl, I ain't just anybody, put your faith in me 

I will make you believe 

Believe 

I used to be so lonely 

Felt like a man up on the moon 

The stars were my directions, directions 

Leading me straight here to you 

You know way too many of these same old guys 

They tell way too many of these same old lies 

Girl, I ain't just anybody, put your faith in me 

I will make you believe 

Believe 

I'm gonna make believe 

I'm gonna make believe 

Believe [x2] 

Hello heart, let me in 

All your cracks, I'm gonna mend 

Hello heart, let me in 

I'm gonna make you try again 

You know way too many of these same old guys 

They tell way too many of these same old lies 

Girl, I ain't just anybody, put your faith in me 

I will make you believe 

Believe 

I'm gonna make believe 

I'm gonna make believe 

Believe [x4]

outingg! :D

hehs (: 

yesterday went to 1u with my sei sor por LeePeiJie and the sei sor lou KuanZhengWei xDD

haiyooo. the sor lou damn early reach my house lo. say 10.30 end up come 10.05 xD

peijie 10.30 oni come nia T.T

lawls. then then then, parents fetch us go 1u :D

me and jie sot sot in car == keep say wan take picha but no take hahaha!

then reach there, take ticket :) then go gia giaaaa, gia until the domokun place!

omgg. 20 bucks for one small domo @@ the giant one is 800 bucks!!! :O

then walk walk walk back, oh shit :X leg damn pain! stupid shoes ==

go triple crown buy roxy flip flops hahaha damn cheap nia. 20 bucks oni :)

stupid sor lou keep laugh me ==

then watch movie lurrr. to me, Despicable Me ain't that nice lahh.

just that its damn cute :)

after movie go makan Nando's xD sei din por ChanYeeNuan keep disturb lo xD

hahahaha! someone can't go then keep kacau us xD

at Nando's i use iTouch go facebook.

walao lo, sei din por -.- say peijie do me and ... lightbulb =.= deng lo

and the jesmine summore go and agree. ishh lo you two. monday you sure die ;D

makan liao go watch Inception! woots! :D

this movie is damn nice!!!!! seriously! :D

really worth watching :D:D:D

oh oh oh ! and before that, got show harry potter advertisement.

oh shit! i wanna watch! got two parts tim! yesh yesh! me wannn :D:D:D

haha i'm craziie xD ignore me? xD

after that, walk to oneworld give peijie sis back the camera.

omg loh. that place damn scary @@ if i alone go sure scare die me xD

the place no people wan lo, and damn cold summore. and super high class!

then we duno how to go her sis the place, i go ask the people. damn nervous lol 

then we go walk walk, sor lou call his dad come.

walk walk walk, then sit down wait his dad.

7 like that oni come lo == 6 pm call him d xD

but nvm lahh, can go home then can ady :D

reach home, peijie bro ady come and waiting in front of my house. hahaha

peijie dissapointed xD think can go my house awhile but bro come ady x)

nvm lah sor por ;P next time nia :D

at home damn tired @@ almost sleep. watch tv till parents back lo.

stupid laptop charger spoil -.- make me can't online.

at night, sor lou call me hahaha. ask me weii got on onot. say he saw maltese.

then talk talk talk, suddenly talk dao a topic :D

woots woots! sor lou! i know your secret!! muahahaha xD

haha dun worry lahh, promise liao you i won't tell d :D

kay. chill xD

weeeeeeee! 

i still miss when i went 1u with chui chin and yun kee! :D

and i miss jia-e's bday! :D:D

awwww :D

SMiLE people! :D

ohmyblahhh .__.

shit.

i don't know what's wrong.

i just feel that, something's wrong.

like, really wrong .__.

i just don't know what.

and, i have this feeling in my heart.

that something is gonna happen.

and it ain't a good thing.

i don't know what's happening anymore.

and, i feel empty.

i feel... hollow, somehow.

like i said, i don't know what's wrong .__.

i don't wanna feel this way.

someone out there, tell me what's wrong? .__.

Breathe.

okiie. i have no idea what's wrong with me.

its like i have no mood to talk to you.

its like, everything changed during the past few days?

maybe you don't realize it, but everything may seem normal to you,

but to me, its a whole new story.

i don't know. maybe its just me.

blah blah blahhhh ~~~

i'm excited for tomorrow ! :D

gonna go out with my sei sor por LeePeiJie and the sei sor lou KuanZhengWei! xD

eh eh ehhh, fatty don't forget to buy my domokun for me! XD

qmg addict LPJ!! weee! :D

cute sei lor you xD

take lots and lots of picha ya!! :D:D

weeeeeeeeeee!

Inception and Despicable Me 3D, wait for me!

I'm coming for you! :D

ngek ngekk! :P

btw, sei sor por ChanYeeNuan :

cheer up niaaa!

i know i duno what's worrying you, but i hope you will cheer up!

be the qi ma gan person that aso fa din with us!

cheer uppp! smile! :D

love love love!!

lovey dovey! ♥♥♥

weeee!!

everything's over! well, actually is was over yesterday but i was too lazy to blog.

HAHAHA. 

sorry bout that, but am blogging now :D

weeeeee~

:D

<3

:X

:3 

.___.?

LOL! xD

just super duper happy right here! :D

smiled and laughed a lot today!

and she's really happy too! :D

coz coz coz, she's touched that he woke up so early just to talk to her :)

aw aw aw :) he's so sweet huh? :D

neways, i'm just really happy that we're all okay now and everyone's so damn happy :D

its like, we're back to our old selves, just closer and happier, perhaps? :D

hahaha! i love you guys! 

rawrr! :D

i really hope we'll be friends forever :)

one last thing,

i promise that, i'll always be here for you guys. you guys can come to me and share secrets, problems and all those other blah blah blah's! :)

i know you'd do the same if you were me :D so why not return the favour right? :D

hehs :)

stay happy you guys! :D

loveeeee you!! ♥

you two really make my day :)

Post no. 53

okay, i can't keep this in anymore.
i have something to say.
i'm sure *J* knows this.


seriously, we know what you're thinking, and what you're trying to do.
can't you just leave it alone?!?! 
we're already suffering enough!
you say you're suffering too. well, news flash! i don't see that!
you're a FAKE!
your mind isn't original at all.


seriously, just leave us alone!
we know what you want. and you're gonna get it, i guess.
but seriously, just leave it.


we all need the time, to prepare, to think, to consider, to ponder, to wonder, to let go.
i really don't know what's wrong with you.
i used to think you weren't bad.
but now, i regret knowing you.


i should have listened to the people who asked me to steer clear of you.
and now, stop hurting the people i love and care about!


you mess with them, you mess with me.
and let me tell you this, I DO NOT LIKE IT WHEN PEOPLE MESS WITH ME.


this unnerving urge to punch you in the face is kinda overwhelming now.
so just fawk off!

i used to think, crying was a waste of energy.

but after this, my view in life has changed in the extreme.

they say, life changing things are good for you.

maybe that's true, but do they always have to be this painful?

this hurtful? this tearful?

god really does have a sick sense of humour :(

mute. numb :X

We're falling apart

We're in over our heads

We just can't take it

Does anyone know the answer to this problem

That's making the tears fall

coz I sure don't know

I wish that I could turn back time

Back to when everything was fine

I feel that this is all my fault

But you just keep on blaming yourselves

I just can't take it

I wish that you would be mad at me

Anything would be better than this

This hiding won't help anything

No one's gonna be just fine

Everyone is hurt

Everyone is hurt

We're falling apart

We're in over our heads

We just can't take it

Does anyone know the answer to this problem

That's making the tears fall

coz I sure don't know

I wish that I could turn back time

Back to when everything was

Fine.

okiie. i know this is like, ewww =.=

well, i had nothing to do during exams .__.

so yeah, summary of how i feel i guess.

some people should know what its about.

there's actually a message to go with it,

but i didn't have the time to copy it to my notebook.

so yeah.

i really hope everything goes back to normal :(

i don't want it ro be like this :(

everyone's sad and crying T.T

this is just wrong.

I don't want this :(

please, just please .__.

I'm MUTE. I'm NUMB.

you can say, i'm nothing but a fading shadow.

:)

today's the 19th of July!

which means... its Ju Lian's birthday! :D

but.. its also the first day of exams lol. 

nvm lah ju, its just ujian bulanan, no biggy :D

here's our birthday boy :D

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to Ju Lian,

happy birthday to youuuu!

good luck in your exams kay?

and just forget about those stuffs for a few days :)

buzz me, call me, or anything else if you need someone to talk to :D

love ya lil brotha! :D

Domokun L.O.V.E

i'm going crazy over Domokun!!

its just so cute you know! xD

see what i mean? :D

and oh shit! there's an ipod cover!!! xD

domokun love :)

KuanZhengWei!! 

remember buy for me ya xD

Surprise! :D

jo ee organized a surprise bday party for jia today :)

she told me about it days ago and i gathered up all the peeps x)

waited for zheng wei to come my house, then go fetch liew.

reach 1u, straight go neway. jesmine reached since 10.30 xD

then jo ee come, masuk the k room.

jesmine crazy ady lo == keep dance, syok sendiri xD

then jo ee bring jia-e in :) me holding cake then everyone shout happy bday :D

she looks damn shocked xD but she's damn happy aso lahh :D

keep say thank you, i'm so touched... hahahha :D

sing k lur. everyone like dun one sing uh =.=

mostly me and jia sing, jesmine dance hahaha.

keep push mic to ju, zheng wei and ka shing :D

they sang! hahahha!

dexter came late :) jia so surprised to see him xD

i think his present most expensive @@

justin bieber album + poster + bear bear. seeeee! jia so lucky huh! :D

we couldn't finish all da drinks, coz got 20 glasses lawls xD

then go out, go bowling :)

omg loh. today oni i know zheng wei so pro in bowling @@

but ju won xD coz he got strike i dhk? @@

haha. me and shing same score although most of his shots were from dexter =.=

then walk here walk there, duno wanna do what.

keep ask hungry onot.

walk walk walk, masuk shops. me and jia bought two paul frank shirts :D

can't say for who ;P when we give then you shall know! :D

after that go buy tickets for movie. watched eclipse again lawls.

but its still nice lah :) makan old town before go watch movie.

after makan jia and dexter go back ady.

left me,ju,shing and zw watch movie.

after movie follow shing go buy wallet for his sis.

then shing fetch ju back. me and zw go find my mom

long gai awhile, then go makan then long again.

then fetch zw home.

lols. he so quiet .___.

weeeeee~

so fun today :)

especially during sing k and watching movie :D

weee~ sang with jia, jesmine, zw, ju, shing and i dhk kai sin too? :)

Jia-E : i know you're damn lucky to have friends like us huh? :D i'll bet this is your best bday ever ;P happy birthday again darlingg! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

today is 17th July!

which means, its my darlingg Jia-E's birthday! :D

i hope you have a blast today darlingg :)

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to Jia-e,

happy birthday to you :)

isn't my darlingg cuuute? :D

love you darling! <3

hehs :)

this is nice huh? hehs :)

edited this few days ago :)

love each and every one of them very much! :D

although i dun know some of them that well, but i will try my best to get to know all of you! :D

<3 happy family forever :)

~* Kee ~* Ju ~* Jia ~* Ii Xin ~* Karen ~* Weii ~* Chuii ~* Juin ~* Kai Sin ~* Yong Sheng ~* Lav ~* Shing ~* Yan Fei ~* Kah Yan 

• the chubby brother x)
• he's funnay! to me lah xD
• he's pinchable and pokable !
• friendly and nice :)

• he's the first member i got to know in happy family :)
• funny, emo, perverted x), kind.
• he makes bad first impressions x)

• my darlingg :)
• love her smile
• cheerful, always happy, helpful, kind, friendly :)

• the studious friend! :D
• kind, friendly, kinda rich? xD
• a great friend :)

• the gal that loves to sing childish songs !
• friendly & kind :)
• loves music! :D

• cute and pretty gal! :D
• kind, helpful, friendly.
• thinks of others before herself :)

• beauty and brains! :)
• the evil elder sista xD well, not really. lol x)
• helpful!!!!

• the multi-talented person! :D
• pretty much good at everything :)
• always busy x)
• great friend :D

• the cuuuute mummy! :D
• kind, helpful, friendly, loving :)
• likes playing with my hair? xDD

• daddy of the family :)
• is always where kai sin is x)
• kind and friendly daddy :D

• uncle rao :D
• nice and friendly and helpful :)
• he's tall and big! :O

• cousin shing! :)
• the rich cousin who claims he's poor -.-
• he's nice and friendly! :D

• so-called ka shing's wife x)
• don't really know her well ;(
• ju said she's anti-social? lol
• i can see that she's a nice person :D

• spongebob lover! :D
• super duper cute! :D
• kind, nice and friendly! =)

i din leave anyone out right? :D

weeee~ love you guys :)

<3

ATTENTION!!

to any of you who are invited, 

please pay attention!

please please pleaseeeeee RSVP me with your answers ASAP!

for both friday and *the other one* 

and, there are some changes in *the other one*, 
so please please pleaseee, find me in msn if i'm on.

or text me if you have my num.

or just ask me in skul if that makes it easier.

kay thanks :D

p/s: report card day tomorrow :\ hope parents don't get mad T.T