Randomness

Random update here :)
I'm just too bored!
hahahah :D

So, Chuii asked me if I wanna go gai gai after exams.
Heck Yeah! I wanna enjoy my life before I die during hari terbuka xD
hehe. Chuii so cute and awesome! :D
and she asked me to join happy family?
HAHAHA!
she say she gonna ask the other people in the family first xD
I feel kinda awkward? xD
Coz I'm not that close with some of them x)
but still okay lahhh :D Ju is my didi and Chuii is my jie :D
<3 them so muchie! :D

anyways, PICTURES! :D

*got them from hui yi's bloggie. these are the pics with ME in it :D

me and Ru Xuan! 

i <3 this pic :D

Hui Yi and Karen :D

Karen Karen :D

Su Er :)

Kar Yean :D

Bday gal and Hui Yi ! :D 

[yes, i know i look retarded here -.-]

Hui Yi ! :D

i'm still bored .__.

someone save me from the boredness! xD

random updates! :D

Friday.

Hui Ming came my house in the morning!

Then we online facebook and youtube see some stuffs x)

then Ming ask me to find a ghost anime ! O:

but it isn't that scary, its quite nice really (:

if you're into that kind of stuff anyway x)

after that, my daddy fetch us to Yue Xiu's house! :D

we were the last to reach x)

Xuan and Shuang online-ing, while everyone else eating and chit-chatting :)

then, Hui Yi take out the Stack 'Em, so fun lahh! :D

everyone wanted to play x)

then, Xiu cut the chocolate cake! :D

Damn funny man! when she cutting, the knife broke! XD

and it got stuck in the cake xD

she go in the kitchen take the vegetable knife and her sister pulled the broken plastic knife out :)

her sis sounds and acts just like her lahh! so cute (:

then we keep eat eat eat, and chit-chat and take pics! :D

but I didn't use my phone so I have no pics in it ):

waiting for them to upload!! no one's uploading! D:

then around 6 like that, my daddy and mummy come to pick us up :)

Saturday.

I LOVE THIS DAY!

Me, Hui and her friend go watch Prince of Persia in one utama!

omgg! the movie damn nice lah weii! :D

the guy so lengzaii <3

and the girl damn pretty lah weii :D

Hui pick up her friend from tuiton then come to my house.

then 12 something daddy fetch us go 1u

then we go hang gai :) search for stuffs to eat x)

walk here walk there, ended up having Auntie Anne again xD

I feel like I eat Auntie Anne every time I go to 1u x)

Movie Time!!

the cinema wasn't that cold at first, but during the climax of the movie, it started to get freezing!

my hands literally felt like i stuck them in the snow then pulled it out again ><

i kept shifting here and there just to keep myself warm even though i was wearing jeans xD

again, I say that the movie is just too freaking AWESOME!!!

recommend this movie for the people who haven't watched it yet (:

btw, I think this is the first time I spent so less money during an outing with friends xD

hahaha! good for me ehy? :D

imagination makes magic (:

i ♥ and miss my childhood bestie April Tho (:

YAAAAAAAAAAY!

26.05.10

PJK, GG, and Sivik todaaaay!
I didn't study at all!
LOL!
Go school oni study :P
Pro lehhh xD
PJK all just tembak with my machine gun :P
Sivik easyy~
GG errr.... ok ok lur :D
But then I found out that we all got A's!
cept for Sim Ai Ling
awesomeee! I got an A! :D

27.05.10

todayy! :D
BC, BM and SJ.
they make me go :  D:
BC so damn fucking hard man!
i was like, wth is this?!
shit lahh. hope can pass ><
then then then, the BM aso shitass hard ><
the words all aso I din see before lerh ><
all tembak :(
really hope I won't fail.
SJ ok ok lur.
But when I compare answers like a lot diff lerh ><
is it I wrong or they wrong? D:
scare scare~ ><

Wish everyone good luck yeah! :D

And the awesome thing is :

Hui Ming and Yue Xiu's Birthdays are tomorrow! :D:D:D

We all going Xiu's house!
awesome awesome awesome ! :D

and now, chatting with the awesome threesome! :D
miss these conve's ;)
Ciao's!

i'm obsessed with this song! heee :D

Update on the suckish life x)

24.05.10

Maths and Seni today!
wth mann!
flipped through the maths paper 2,
reaction was :
SHIATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!
effing hard man ><
didn't know how to do a lot D:
And the ones that I did do, I dun even know if they're correct ><
prepare to die, Ying Ching ><

Seni, super easy :D
well, I din know how to do some so I just simple choose and I done in less than half hour :D
then sleep!! yay!!
how nice is it to sleep during exams :P
woke up just in time xD

25.05.10

Which is todayyy!
Moral and KH!

Moral super easy!!
but after I finish and try to sleep again, I couldn't! :\
stupid weather!
so damn freaking hot until I can't sleep ><
Just lay there and close eyes oni :(

then KH aso same.
can't sleep aso D:
keep sweaaat! wet wet and sticky :(
ewwyyy~

aiks aiks!
sivik, PJK and geography tomorrow :(
and no, I did not study... yet.. :X
wish everyone good luck and don't die before 2012 :X

i ♥ you guys :D

Listen.

L i s t e n

You caused me heartache,

You caused me heartbreak.

But I’m still in love with you.

Tell me why, why do I feel like this.

It seems so wrong but it feels so right.

I can’t help it, I don’t think you still love me.

But what can I do, to make this feeling go away.

I’m falling apart and you’re still there tearing my heart.

I cried myself to sleep, thinking of all the promises I knew you wouldn’t keep.

All those promises, broken and forgotten,

You’re everything but forgiven.

Calling out to your heart, listen to the screams that used to be harmless whispers,

I don’t know what to think, I’m starting to weep.

So just tell me, coz I’m out of ideas.

I tried everything, and I’m stuck at a dead end.

The last junction was the way to your heart and the way to a mental breakdown.

So tell me, tell me what to do.

Coz I’m falling apart.

I’m falling apart and you’re still there tearing my heart.

I cried myself to sleep, thinking of all the promises I knew you wouldn’t keep.

All those promises, broken and forgotten,

You’re everything but forgiven.

Calling out to your heart, listen to the screams that used to be harmless whispers,

I don’t know what to think, I’m starting to weep.

I don’t care what they say, seeing your face makes my day.

I know that it’s not right, but I seem to do it all the time.

I don’t want this to happen, but why oh why did you have to be so perfect?

It’s hard enough that you are, but why did we have to be the best of friends?

So please just help me, tell me what to do,

Coz I’m falling, I’m falling apart, for you.

I’m calling out to your heart, but you seem so far away.

I wonder if you will hear it, those screams that used to be harmless whispers.

Oh, please just hear me.

its true. (: ♥

guess who wrote it (;

Lifeline.

When I was a boy 
I didn't care 'bout a thing
It was me and this world and a broken dream 
I was blaming myself for all that was going wrong

I was way out there on the wrong side of town
And the ones that I loved 
I started pushing 'em out 
Then I realized that it was all my fault

I've been looking for a lifeline
For what seems like a lifetime
I'm drowning in the pain, breaking down again
Looking for a lifeline

So I put out my hand and I asked for some help
We tore down the walls I built around myself
I was struck by the light and I fell to the ground

I've been looking for a lifeline
For what seems like a lifetime
I'm drowning in the pain, breaking down again
Looking for a lifeline

Is there anybody out there?
Can you pull me from this ocean of despair?
I'm drowning in the pain, breaking down again
Looking for a lifeline

You know a heart of gold won't take you all the way
And in a world so cold it's hard to keep the faith
I'm never gonna fade away, yeah

I've been looking for a lifeline
For what seems like a lifetime
I'm drowning in the pain, breaking down again
Looking for a lifeline

Is there anybody out there?
Can you pull me from this ocean of despair?
I'm drowning in the pain, breaking down again
Looking for a lifeline


Papa Roach - Lifeline. ♥


although this song is a lil loud and different to the songs i usually listen to,
i really like it.
cause the lyrics are really meaningful and i think people can relate to it (:
have fun listening (:

save me from the ocean of despair.

The Truth

I got bored today so I took a quiz on facebook.

Turns out, facebook's the one that knows the real me :\

You hide your emotion sometimes .

You are a moon type of person. 

You tend to be the quiet type or in contrast,

you are not happy but sometimes you act it out in order for you to not burden your friends with your problems. 

You've faced some problems in your life. 

Your heart has been dealt blows before . 

You tend to think about things a lot more than other people, 

and you may get annoyed with people who act out without thinking about consequences. 

You are also the type of person that others often come to with their problems because you've been through plenty, 

and you are very understanding. 

Though you sometimes feel lonely, your demeanor is usually chill, and relaxed.

You usually are logical, and rely a lot on facts and information on decisions. You often keep things to yourself. 

This is just one side of you, and you have different faces in different situations and environments, 

just like the moon has phases. 

don't leave me in the dark, its too much to bare. ♥

screw you.

Screw you man, screw you :\
don't worry, i meant screw exams.

Seriously man! today's only the first day and i'm already in some deep shit ><
I think i'm gonna fail bm penulisan :\
I didn't know how to do the karangans man!
I think the novel i did ok lahh, not sure ><
ringkasan, errrrrr. taktau juga!
only found 4-5 points ><
but other people also the same.

then english, errr, i think it was ok?
the essay i think i wrote quite well, if not a wee bit short.
summary. hmmm. don't really know what to make of it.
cause sometimes, when i think i did well, it ends up being some of my points are wrong :\
and literature! arghh! i didn't know how to write man!
frightening event ><
i didn't read phantom that day ><
aiyaa, die then die lahh

just scared for hari terbuka.
hope its my dad that goes to take the report card instead of my mum :x

Didi, don't so sad kay?
I'll always be here for you :)
just cry if you really feel like it.
it'll pass when its time :)

peace to the world :)

Airplanes

Hayley: 

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now 

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now 

B.o.B: 

Yeah, I could use a dream or a genie or a wish 

To go back to a place much simpler than this 

Cause after all the partying, the smashin' and crashin' 

And all the glips and the glam and the fashion 

And all the pandemonium and all the madness 

There comes a time where you fade to the blackness 

And when you starin' at that phone in your lap 

And you hopin' but them people never call you back 

But that's just how the story unfolds 

You get another hand soon after you fold 

And when your plans unravel in the sand 

What would you wish for if you had one chance 

So airplane, airplane sorry I'm late 

I'm on my way so don't close that gate 

If I don't make that, then I switch my flight 

And I'll be right back at it by the end of the night 

Hayley: 

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now 

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now 

B.o.B: 

Yeah, yeah 

Somebody take me back to the days 

Before this was a job 

Before I got payed 

Before it ever matter what I had in my bank 

Yeah, back when I was tryin' to get a tip at Subway 

And back when I was rappin' for the hell of it 

But now a days we rappin' to stay relevant 

I'm guessin' that if we can make some wishes outta airplanes, 

then maybe oh maybe I'd go back to the days 

Before the politics that we called a rap game 

And back when ain't nobody listened to my mix tape 

And back before I tried to cover up my slang 

But this is for Decatur what's up Bobby Ray 

So can I get a wish, to end the politics 

And get back to the music that started this shit 

So here I stand and then again I say 

I'm hopin' we can make some wishes outta airplanes 

Hayley: 

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now 

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now 

B.o.B 

I could really use a wish right now (Hayley: Oh oh oh oh oh) 

I, I, I could really use a wish right now 

Like, like, like shooting stars (Hayley: Oh oh ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah) 

I, I, I could, I could really use a wish right now 

A wish, a wish right now

*this song is stuck in my headdd! x)

by B.o.B ft. Hayley Williams from Paramore

<3's!

FUN-lahhh! :D

Went one utama with Hui Yi and Hui Peng today! :D

I went for hair cut in the morning first though.

mom wake me up damn early D:

then somemore after I got my hair cut, I have to wait for her coz she dying her hair .__.

wait until I wanna sleep man ><

but finally, after about an hour of waiting, she's done .__.

go back home, online awhile then go bath.

then say byebye to juju then go fetch them lur.

mom and dad going ikea so they drop us at one u first :)

metro prima there damn jam man!

coz those people wanna go in the jusco parking -.-

wait for about 5-10 mins, Peng and HuiYi come down d.

then we go one u lur :)

reach there, daddy drop us at old wing taxi stand, then we walk to new wing lur.

walk till top floor, we bought tics for furry vengeance! :D

damn funny lahh the movie! :D

if you're needing a good laugh, I recommend you to watch it :)

after that, we sambil walk sambil tengok the shops for presents.

damn hard to find the suitable presents lahh ><

but in the end, we got too hungry and had to eat. lawls.

makan auntie anne :D

then, we walk till LG there, then Peng go Sticky to buy her sweet.

I found the shop leh .__. lawls. 

no one know where it is -.-

buy finish, we see those people make the sweet.

I didn't realize how hard making sweets were ><

somemore the sweets are hand made D:

really admire those young people who are working at that shop :)

whole day in front of the stove, damn hot. 

somemore have to keep rolling the sweets ><

after awhile, we walk back to the cinema to watch the funnay movie! :D

after movie, we went to makan BASKIN ROBBINS! <3

niceeee :D 

we three people share one cup :)

double scoope lah of course x)

mint chocolate chip and chocolate chip cookie dough! :D

cookie dough is my favvv <3 hehe. :)

then then then, we keep walk here walk there, finding presents.

in the end, i suggested we just go S&J to buy the presents.

lawls. we spent a good hour there ><

but in the end we bought the presents lah :)

and I bought a new bottle! :D

its whiteee! <3

hehe. love it :D

then, we go MPH. 

I bought a new book, lawls. 

been waiting for it for like, half a year now ><

then, go minum juice works.

then, Peng wanted to go back Sticky again -.-

so we go lurrr. she bought lemon flavour sweets. xD

thennnn, we go back S&J take Hui Yi's glass thingy.

coz have to wait one hour for the words to dry.

then, we go and sit at the couches behind juice works and wait for my daddy.

about 6.15, we walk to the taxi stand!

daddy come already .__. din hear my phone ><

then daddy bring us go makan duck rice/porridge in SS2 :D

sis came too :)

then after makan, go see sis's new campus then drop her off at friend's house.

after that, fetch Peng and HuiYi back to Peng's house then back home lur :)

hehe. fun dayy :D

first time go out with them.

BUT, I HAVE NO MORE MONEYYYYYY! T.T

money money, flyyyy away T.T

huhuhuhuh :(

无题。

你知道吗？
我也很累了。
我只有我一个人，而你们却有你们三个人。
这个，我还不介意。
但是，你们每次都是只赖我一个，你们有想到我的感受吗？
我承认，我生气起来，的确是会说出不该说的东西。

昨天，已跟你们解释了。
你们不信我，对吧？
算了。
我已经放弃了。
我觉得我有错。 不，我知道我有错。
但是，你们有觉得你们也有错吗？
如果没有的话，那就算了。

我知道，按一个delete键不能除去所有的东西。
我的回忆，也从好变到坏。
不要想，只有你一个人有这样的感受。

你不说出来你不爽我，没关系。
我早就懂了。
放心，我会离你们远一点的。
你开心，我开心。
两方就不必那么辛苦了。

我多次为了你们而流过的泪水，
我不后悔流过。
但，我再也不想哭下去了。
所以，你们要的话，我会对你们说一声永别。
让你们好好过你们自己的生活。
我不会再作你们的破坏者了。

但我也想说，谢谢你们曾经给我的美好回忆。
如果你们觉得我是我们友谊之间的破坏者，
那我就跟你们说声对不起。

再见了。

sorry to those who don't understand chinese ._.

Forget the bad, remember the good :)

Just came back from makan! :D:D

so full ><

ahem. today turned from good, to bad then back to good again.

life really is a roller coaster ride ><

aunty came damn early today!

around 11.20 ><

I just came down man!

I didn't even pack my bag yet LOL

Rush rush rushhhh, din wear socks ._. just wear shoe lol

then when in van, realize din bring seni D:

ask aunty fetch me back take ><

then, reach school adi lur.

unhappy stuffs happened. *forget it* *ignore it*

lucky got hui yi, pei shan they all :)

went library with them :D

I studied science! woohooo! :D

so rajin right?? xD

then after that, went down to canteen.

halfway there, by the notice boards.

I heard really loud voices calling my name xD

it was Lil Juju and Laveen! :D:D

hahahhaha! Kee you can't hide from me ;)

I poked him again! xDDD

I passed by wei yee and she was like O.O?

XDDDDD

then, went to buy revive :D niceee xD

then went foyer. saw jia e they all then sit down chat with them.

after awhile they go d, so went to sit with karen and pei shan :)

talked nonsense xDD

after that pengawas come ad :(

went back canteen, took my bag then saw hui yee! my dear dear :D

then we go and look for jia e they all lur.

I was the one who found them! :D *proud of myself xD*

they were at the astaka. damn hot man that time ><

then wait them go canteen take bag lur. then masuk dewan :)

that's about it lah for the day. the interesting parts anyways.

eee >< really wish I sitting different place lah in class D:

my place there damn hot sia! can't tahan ><

sat in yu yeong and jun yik's place for quite some time.

their place closer to the fan :D

who wanna change place with me? I want the place to be COOL! xD

forget the past, look forward to the future.

i really can't stand you anymore

The title says it all :\

just stay out of my fucking life if all you're gonna do is make it more complicated!

Piss off!

why is life so fucking complicated.

Impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did 
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them


Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible


Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Think all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know (I know)
And know when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them


Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible 
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)


I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did


Tell them all I know now
Shout it form the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy (I was happy)
And now my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible


I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

by Shontelle <3